Enter the Void

What happens during a one rep-max lift, a lift that demands all the effort you are capable of exerting to perform one repetition? In my experience, successfully completing the lift is won before the lift physically begins.

                                   “Do or do not; there is no try” – Bruce Lee

We will use the example of a maximal effort deadlift. First, I position my feet where I want them, and angle them to create the greatest mechanical advantage possible. Then I make sure the rest of my body is positioned, tight, and prepared. Using my diaphragm I flood my lungs with air, grab the bar and rip it off the ground as hard as I can. However, two things must occur before the weight moves through the entire range of motion. First, the body must have been strengthened enough to withstand the pressure and tension created by its interaction with such a load. Second, a maximal weight repetition will never be completed if there exists doubt in the mind of the lifter. A barrier that will prevent the weight from being moved, despite the adequate physical preparedness of the body. There must exist either no doubt at all, or solely beliefs of affirmation that the lift will be completed. Anything less becomes a temporarily insurmountable wall that can not be broken, only removed.

Once those two prerequisites are established, I am ready to pull. In this instance in my mind I am either calm, or exploding with thoughts of tearing the weight from the floor (for me neither is preferable over the other, sometimes I need one and sometimes the other). What does stay constant though, is the supreme focus and alteration in awareness that occurs right before pulling. External stimuli are perceived, but are immediately overridden by the focus on the task at hand. Everything becomes still and silent, the well rehearsed motion begins, I pull with everything I can give; at least this is how it should be. But do I? This is not a question I can answer yet, as I can not say for certain that I am giving everything I can.

Once the pulling begins, there is no longer any way to alter the outcome. I can use my mind and flood it with thoughts positively affirming my successful lift, or telling me I can do it, etc. But those won’t change anything in the heat of the moment, I learned that long ago. Now, instead of letting these thoughts in, I enter a void.  In typical day to day activities, I hear sounds, see things, feel objects, observe thoughts in my mind. Continuous stimuli and entertainment surrounds me. I notice a great deal of it. However in this void, none of that exists. Now “I” am aware of my body and the bar, as a unit, moving. At most, if the lift drags out, I may notice how the bar moves (I type “I” because in this instance it seems to no longer refer to the entity that is my body, but rather an observer that is witnessing from within the body).

From the outside, were I to watch myself, I would see a body, attached through its hands to a heavily loaded barbell, contracted to the point of implosion, muscles bulging, face grimacing and clearly focused on fighting the resistance with everything the body is capable of giving. So much strain and effort that it would tire me out just watching. At first, determination, when the motion becomes difficult, maybe a look of hope, or of doubt. Beyond the sticking point, a sense of victory emanates, accomplishment, success, relief. The single lift becomes a myriad of single events placed one after the other, each with its own individual emotions and story to tell.

However, my experience of the same, single lift, is practically opposite to what is seen from the outside. Once the bar is set in motion, there is no tension, there is no contraction of muscle, there is no pain, there is nothing. No feeling lies in this moment. A simple awareness of the body and the movement it is performing. Eyes watching from somewhere beyond what the body senses. “I” enter the void, a space detached from the physical senses of the world around. I hear nothing, I feel nothing, I merely observe the “struggle” between the body and the weight. The struggle that I don’t feel, but that can clearly be seen by those watching. I am one of those watching, but from the inside. I am the body that is struggling, yet I am not struggling. Between do and do not, there is no room for trying.

 

When the Mind Disapears…

I have often heard people say (or atleast quote others) that the mind is what allows you to break your previous limits, the mind is what allows you to grow, and the mind is everything in bodybuilding (besides nutrition :p). I have observed that that is only partially true. One can use the mind to surpass previous limits set by the mind, there’s no doubt about that. However, the mind can not surpass itself. A mind can not imagine something more imaginative than itself, it’s just not possible. That’s how the physical world operates, you can not create something you cannot conceive.

Now I can use my mind to make my body perform more reps than last time, load more weight than last time, or do more sets or run faster. However, the mind eventually has a stopping point (until you push past it and create a new one). This is called being uncomfortable. Lifting weights until you are is a way to expand you horizons maybe a little bit. But it’s not worth putting in enough effort to just get uncomfortable, and then quitting. The real victory is when you are able to push through that discomfort, and you realize that there exists something beyond being uncomfortable.

I argue that if one is seeking the absolute largest amount of results (in terms of pushing your physical limits), the body must have the final say. The mind can push the body very far, but the body without being led by the mind can go further. This is exhaustion. This is what makes you feel like you just conquered something and grew and became a new, better person. When you no longer allow the mind to guide the body, the body will go significantly further than the mind can. This is partly because the mind operated on previous experiences, and will contrast your current workout with previous ones. Instead, use the mind to focus on the muscular contractions, or on nothing at all (if your form is very good already). This will remove the only obstacle between dramatically changing your body, and becoming a greater individual. Being able to remove the mind from the workout will cause your body to rely on it’s own guidance, and I believe it to know itself much better than the mind ever will.

You can see this as a sort of meditation, when you remove the mind from the body, the body operates under its own guidance. The body knows how much it can take, and it is nearly always much, much more than the mind would have thought. Additionally, you get to observe your body at work, operating as it knows best! This opens up much learning potential.

The Squat Rack

The Squat Rack

             20 minutes into leg training, I have done everything in my power to prepare the quads, hamstrings, calves and all the smaller leg muscles for this moment. It’s time for squats. A few sets are done, to ensure perfect form and let the muscles adjust to the higher weights. The first working set begins, and the weight I place on my back is proportionate to how much I choose to push myself. The first set gets knocked out, the blood is flowing in my legs, and I feel confident. Next set, the weight is increased. My thoughts allow you to view 300 lbs the same way an obeist cake enthusiast sees that german chocolate fudge cake in the bakery window. Irresistible. I step under the bar, push my traps into the iron, stand and take a step back. Down I go, up, down, up, down, up. I blast through the second set, form still intact. I’m thinking about what lifts I am going to do after squats, but then I catch myself, “don’t worry about the next set, don’t worry about the next exercise. Just squat.” I look at the loaded bar, and in this moment, I begin to feel tired. But I still want to squat.

It’s mental. My body is ready, my body longs to prove itself. My mind simply fears change. I still want to put myself under the bar, allowing it to pull me to the ground, and then fight back and stand up. I do this every week.

Now the work begins. Third set, I’ve made it this far, let’s do this. Boom, in the face of adversity, I triumph. I succeeded when my mind had second thoughts.

Standing up normally would not merit anything near a glimpse of attention, but at this point it requires most of my focus just to stand up normally, legs are wobbling and the blood is just flooding them. Quads feel tight, hamstrings are begging me to keep them extended. But I’ve been here before. In fact, I’m here every Sunday, and this instance has become one of my closest friends. I actually look forward to this moment. Why? Is it because I enjoy the adrenaline rush I get when sending my body to fight a resistance twice its own weight? Maybe. Well, that’s just a bonus, actually. “Oh, it’s been a few minutes, time to squat again. Okay focus, get pumped! Make sure the safety bars are in place, I might not be able to get back up.” Mistake. I’ve seen that thought in the past, and I know it only implies the possibility of not getting back up. Of failure. Not this time. “Bars are up, but they are irrelevant, I WILL get back up.”

Set 4, the first few reps are easy, form is still on point. 6 reps in, and I’m breathing heavily. Sometimes even taking two breaths between reps. Now I’m at the 10th rep. Form wants to break down, but I know my low back has no place in this lift. Standing, breathing hard, I tense my entire trunk, take a huge breath, and slowly lower myself to the ground. The bar is almost touching the safety racks. I begin to stand, but soon my upper body leans forward, and more pressure is set upon my low back. Damn it. I push through, and rack the weight. At this point, I’m thinking about that delicious post-workout feast I’ve been seeing in my mind’s eye all day long. I imagine what it’s going to taste like, and how much I’m going to enjoy it. Snap out of it. Earn that meal. Earn every single calorie you consume. Work for it. Make it count. I look at the bar, “it’s just you and me, baby. And I did NOT come here to lose.”

“Well then, what did I come here for? I came here, because I KNEW that in three minutes, I will be facing hundreds of pound of adversity. I will be in an all out war with the barbell, and even more so with my mind. My mind does not like this. My mind wants to skip directly to the post workout, even though it knows I still have leg presses, straight leg deadlifts, calf raises, lunges and sprints to do before eating. My mind is uncomfortable, it does not want to be here. It knows what I will be doing in less than 2 minutes time, and it desperately wants out. I bring my mind back to the matter at hand. “It’s me, and my body against my mind. My body wants this, my body CHOOSES to step under this weight, and fight it. “Why? Because it knows that at any given moment, it’s either progressing or regressing. If it’s not getting stronger, it’s getting weaker. It knows this, and my mind also know this but my mind is afraid. It doesn’t like work, or change or effort. Either I convince my mind to help me out and move this weight, or I tell it to shut up. There is no option that involves the mind getting what it wants, so it better start wanting something else.

T minus one minute. “Breathe, focus on your breath.” I’m breathing pretty hard, it’s difficult to focus on taking deep, slow breaths when your body needs the oxygen faster than that. I put in my headphones, to a voice calmly saying “it’s not talent, it’s not innate ability. It simply comes down to how hungry you are. How hungry are you to improve? How big is your appetite for success? What are you willing to do to reach your dreams?” A surge of power runs through my body, I explosively stand up and willingly place myself under the bar. My mind knows it has no choice in this matter, I’ve decided to squat this weight and that decision is final. Armed with passion and an iron will, I lower myself to the ground, and stand back up. 5 times. Now, I employ my greatest tool, my mind, to help me. I choose thoughts that motivate me, that keep me going. “Who am I? I am a champion!” Down, up. Come on Dylan, let’s go. “You’re already in pain, get a reward from it!.” I’m going for 8 reps. Thanks to my mind, I complete ten. I rerack the bar, drop to the floor and catch my breath.

My headphones are still in, but I do not hear them. I thank myself for pushing further, for making my muscles grow. I am now stronger than I was yesterday. But something doesn’t yet feel right. I don’t feel like a champion yet. I don’t feel closure. I have not felt the feeling that tells me I am done. The one that tells me “this is living. This is pure ecstasy, bliss, life. Fulfillment. Where is that feeling? I am only reveling in my thoughts of victory and success, my mind telling me I have achieved something. My mind. Damn it! I’ve been tricked! My mind is congratulating me, praising me, when I know that it’s sole motivation is to keep me from changing it, from reaching beyond itself. My mind does not want to think outside itself! It is afraid of that.

Then it clicks. A serene, yet powerful wave falls over me and encompasses the radius around me. The whole area with the squat rack, me and the platform is glowing, nothing else exists. I know what this means. I feel it now. I’ve paid my dues, I’ve come this far. Far enough to have a stronger body than yesterday. Far enough to have more will power and confidence than when I stepped into the gym. More than far enough by the average person’s standards to call it quits for a week. But I feel something now. The plates are still on the bar, waiting, calling. Game on.

With a supreme, yet not arrogant sense of confidence, I calmly step under the bar, knowing I have already won the war. My mind is no match anymore, it has fallen silent. It’s just my body and the bar, no mental barriers, no thoughts telling me to put the weight down. Just squatting down and standing up until my body can not. I begin. This has all of a sudden become easy. The weight is still really heavy, and my legs are beaten and struggling. But in a calm and empowering way. I stand up 5 times. Mind is empty, blank. Nothing to say, it raised its white flag long ago. By now, my legs are shaking, I feel my heart pounding against my chest. Standing, I take 3 heavy, deep breaths before sucking my stomach in, and dipping my tailbone to the ground. With a steady and fluid motion, I stand up, my entire awareness simply witnessing what my body is going through. No judgment. No encouragement, no resistance. Just awareness. Taking 4-6 breaths between squats, my quads are on fire and my hamstrings have given out. My glutes are fighting hard to keep my back side steady.

Why do I subject myself to this? Something most people would find masochistic, useless and egotistical? Honestly, I do not know. I could not give you a reason as to why I look forward to getting under a heavy bar and sitting down then standing up until my legs give out. I don’t know. I can most definitely tell you the vast and absolutely life altering results doing so has brought me, but I can not tell you why I do this in the first place. I just do, and I look forward to it. Conquering the fear of change that resides in the mind, transcending plateaus and barriers. Strengthening the mind, forging the body, making everything in my life that much easier. After a set like this, there is not one thing that remains unachievable to me. Not one.

My biggest barrier at this point is my throbbing heart. My muscles are demanding significantly more oxygen than my lungs are capable of bringing them. The carbon dioxide in my blood and lungs is rapidly increasing, while the oxygen levels are lowering. Lactic acid is building up in my blood, at a rate faster than it can be removed. I am breathing heavily, standing straight with a great steel weight on my back. I am struggling simply to keep breathing so I don’t pass out. One massive inhale, contraction of every core muscle I have the energy to contract, and down I go. This is heavy. Very heavy. My legs are beyond exhausted, my body is in major stress, my heart is beating at its maximal rate, working furiously to absorb every cubic millimeter of oxygen it can.

What causes me to stand up? Physically, it seems unlikely that I would be able to. Mentally, well the mind has been out of the picture for a while now. There must be something else, something that has the capability of pushing the accumulation of atoms, of cells, of organs and tissues that are my physical body. Something else that ignites the body into working beyond itself. Something that makes it possible for limits to be exceeded, for barriers to be removed.

I stand up. With the very last ounce of strength and effort in my body, I place the bar back on the rack, and collapse to the floor. For 5 minutes, I lay there. Completely wiped, drained, almost immobile. Exhilarated. In these moments, I feel something deep, something real. I feel what it means to be truly ALIVE. I feel deeply and totally fulfilled. One second of this feeling makes all the years of effort I have ever put into anything in my life worth it a thousand times over. This is the feeling of love. There is nothing egotistical about it, the mind is out of the picture. There is nothing selfish about it, it is a feeling of unity, of oneness. A feeling of power and success, not over others, not over anything or anyone. Simply awe, bliss, marvel, completeness. How I want to feel on my deathbed. Although I can claim victory over my body, my mind and the challenge I set up for myself, it feels nothing like that. I feel whole. There are no words capable of describing this feeling, or any feeling actually. But when you experience this feeling, you will know. This is the feeling of LIFE. And I brought it to myself.

Rainbow After Rain

Sometimes, we get to the gym, hyped as always, ready to lift/workout, only to find that we can’t lift as much weight as usual, or have much less intensity than we ought to. I have witnessed people (including myself) become depressed, disappointed or frustrated after such an occurrence. Getting all exited to lift the weight, break that PR, only to find out your warm up sets feel heavier than your working sets usually do. This, my friends, is a golden opportunity in disguise.

How can we know we are something, if we have never been the opposite? In the absence of what we are not, is what we are. When you are weak, you are given the chance to be strong. One can not be strong without having been weak, as there is nothing to compare “strong” too. This is simply relativity, the way our physical world functions. I can not be one thing without comparing it to being its opposite. There’s no getting around it, this is what creates our world. I will never be old, if I have never been young first. You can not say 300lbs is your best, if you’ve never had something worse to compare it to.

Now, when you get into that state of disappointment and frustration, you have the opportunity to experience the exact opposite, success and joy. Simply change your sate of being to reflect this. Acknowledge the situation for what it is, acknowledge how you feel. Now change how you feel, realizing that you can now achieve something great, because you have just experienced something lame. Changing how you feel will thus provide you the strength and determination to power through this seemingly impossible plateau, and lead to you feeling exactly opposite to how you felt before! You might even break a PR! I have seen this happen, and it is miraculous, yet so simple. This barrier is not a physical barrier, but rather a mental block. Simply change your perspective to that of the Truth (seeing the situation for what it is) and use it to your advantage. Create something great out of something not so great. Use one opposite to create the other. You created this state of being for yourself, so now create the opposite!

 

One-pointedness and Plateaus

A large theme in Buddhism is cultivating a one pointed mind. In bodybuilding, a one pointed mind is the key to allowing the body rather, than the mind, to take charge of when it needs to quit. I think of having a one pointed mind as being entirely encompassed in your present experience. You are in the Here and Now, you feel the moment, not one thought is taking away your attention from the current experience. Some call this a “flow state,” and when I enter this state in the gym, I begin to allocate my entire consciousness on what my body is feeling in each continuous moment. Although I physically see, hear and smell my surroundings, I am not consciously aware of the information being processed by those senses. I am strictly experiencing how my muscles are responding to the stimulus I present them with. This allows me to ignore any potential mental barriers, which lead to lower plateaus. Only by having this one-pointedness can I be sure that I am pushing my body beyond its current limitations.

I have noticed that the overwhelming majority of the plateaus I have experienced in bodybuilding are a result of a thought that I chose to embody. This thought would usually say something like “I can’t do another one” or “my forearms can not bear any more weight” or thinking about anything besides what I am experiencing in the current moment. After eliminating those thoughts, the only thing that is capable of getting me to put the weight down is the physical failure of the muscle I am training. That is my goal, that is the instance I feel like I’ve accomplished something great. This point is the point that makes every ounce of effort you have put into this movement worth it. After I succeed at attaining my physical limit, I become a more powerful, understanding and confident being. There is no feeling more blissful than giving something absolutely everything you can give it. That is true success.

Cultivating this one-pointedness is the key to embracing every instance in your life. The longer you can remain in this flow state, the more you realize that heaven is a state of being, that limitations begin in your mind, and that everyone is naturally in control of their own perspective. This flow state is a result of bringing the entirety of your awareness to the present moment. It is your natural, baseline state. All you need to do to experience it is remove anything that takes you out of the current moment.

“It’s not about the daily increase, but the daily decrease. Hack away at the unessentials.” – Bruce Lee

Anything going through your mind that you are aware of is distracting you from the present moment. This is not to say that ignoring your thoughts will put you in a flow state. It’s rather being aware of your thoughts, and consciously being able to empty them from your mind. You must accept them first, only then can your thoughts disappear for good. If there is nothing in the mind, it is then not limited in its ability to function in the moment. It is no longer assigning meaning to what is inherently empty. You cannot focus on the present when your attention is captured by the happenings in your mind. Become empty, become mindless. Only then can you use your mind to it’s fullest.

 

 

 

Watch Yourself!

To derive the absolute most benefit from your training (or any situation/action), you must watch yourself performing said action. In the Training article, I spoke about watching your body work, and working out based on the current needs of your body, rather than following a pre-constructed schedule. This article goes into more depth on the observer and flow. 

There exists a consciousness “behind” the mind and the body (I say behind because it feels like it is deeper entrenched within my body). From this consciousness  you can simply observe your thoughts, and observe your body. Being able to do so gives one tremendous power over their physical life, as well as the ability to transcend it. You are able to watch the body perform on autopilot, using all the knowledge the body has acquired wether you are conscious of this knowledge or or not. From this standpoint, you merely have to watch you body perform whatever tasks it needs to perform to achieve the goals you have set for it. You body knows what it needs much better than any logical deduction your mind could ever come up with.

“I never made a single one of my discoveries through rational thinking” – Albert Einstein

“As you plant, so you reap” – Lao Tzu

Observing as the observer also allows you to watch thoughts flow through your mind, without being attached to them. This is probably the most incredible power we possess and use to control our physical reality. When you become aware of the thoughts going through your mind, and realize that you are in no way forced to be attached to them, you gain complete control over the state of your physical existence. From this standpoint, you can see the thoughts go by, and choose which ones to act upon. You can choose which thoughts you want to embody, which ones dictate how your reality presents itself. As you become aware of a thought flowing through your mind, you can CHOOSE to associate yourself to it. This causes you to embody a physical and emotional state, and immediately your physical reality will reflect this. If you choose a positive thought, you will see your reality bringing you more positivity and of what you asked for. You see your world through a positive lens. You will receive whatever you put out. People who are in negative states (upset, frustrated, sad, depressed etc) have simply experienced a negative thought that passed through their mind and associated themselves with it. They chose to create a negative reality for themselves at that moment. The catch is that the more of a certain kind of thought you associate yourself with, the more you will have those thoughts. Consistently acting upon thoughts of the well being of yourself/others, or thoughts of non-attachment or love, for example, will bring about more thoughts of that nature. In turn, you have a larger selection of positive thoughts to choose from, and therefore less negative ones.

If you have ever been depressed, or in a lasting state of sadness, you will notice that the only way out is thinking and embodying positive thoughts. Instead of thoughts like “I want,” or “I need to do this less” you may think “I have” or “I choose to do this more.” The simple act of changing the thoughts you have and acting upon them is what creates your physical states. In this case, we go from a state of wanting (which warrants not having, and thus powerlessness) to a state of abundance, having, and therefore power over. We go from “doing things less,” which is a negative thought, to choosing (control) to do something more (which is positive). Thus as the depressed person begins to realize what they HAVE, rather than what they WANT or DON’T HAVE, they go from a state of lacking to a state of power and abundance!

In bodybuilding, we can use our thoughts in many ways. Instead of thinking “I want to look like this” we can think “I choose to do this.” This takes us from a state where we have little control over the situation, to a state where we are in full control of exactly what we need to do to yield results. While squatting, we can observe our thoughts as things get difficult. As your mind takes cues from your Central Nervous System, it instructs your mind (not in words) to put the weight down because the hamstrings are straining hard and are approaching their limits, or maybe the joints in the knees are experiencing an aching sensation. You might be thinking “rack the bar” or “put the weight down, no more!”(maybe at that 8th or 9th rep). If you are aware of these thoughts (which are the reason you put the weight down in the first place), you can choose to not listen to them. You can ignore them and keep going (until you get to that 15th or even 20th rep!). It is in these instances that the body grows and strengthens, as you are surpassing the plateaus you created earlier. You can tell yourself “I choose to do ten more,” or “this is lightweight!” The point being that you don’t have to stop when your mind tells you to stop. It’s not your mind that’s doing the work, it’s your body! Stop when it stops.

Taken outside the gym and into a nutrition aspect, it is also your thoughts that dictate what, when and how you eat. Become aware of your thoughts, and you can watch any craving or desire for a food your body doesn’t really want go away! It is the thought saying “this is so good” or “pie is my favorite” that engages your body in taking action so that the said food ends up in your mouth. Noticing the thought “I am hungry” or “let’s go get fast food” allows you to detach from it, and choose wether or not you act on it. You can then change it to “I noticed my body appreciates live foods, so I’ll eat those blackberries,” or just change the thoughts into something completely new, such as “let’s go to a club!” and go to a club. These are just examples, what I am saying is that by observing your thoughts, you have the choice of acting upon them or not, and therefore altering your reality and what you physically do and feel. Step back into the observer behind the thoughts, and watch how your thoughts become your world.

Big Picture Reason to get Shredded (or just healthy)!

I am choosing to get shredded! Reasons to get SHREDDED (or just healthier):

“A chain is only as strong as its weakest link.” We are all inter-related, the action of one person effects the lives of everyone else. Have you ever noticed that when you spend time with a person who at that moment is happier than you, you become happier? Or when you are with a highly enthusiastic person, you become more enthusiastic? This is always occurring  regardless of scale. You being happier makes the rest of the world a little happier. You being negative make the rest of the world a little more negative. Although we are all physically separate, we are all connected to each other. Cells in our body are all separate, yet they all work together to create the larger system, YOU.

I was reading my physiology textbook one day, and came upon the concept of diffusion. The textbook explained that  each individual particle has the capability of moving to any location it wants, at any given time. To us humans, we might consider this “free will.” Even though the particles have free will, they ALWAYS choose to move to the less concentrated area, to promote homeostasis. I thought about this, and drew a parallel to us as a species. Although we have free will, and are able to make our own decisions about anything and everything, we will always “choose” to do what is best for the homeostasis of whatever is above us on the scale. Just as cells freely move to where is best for the organism they make up, we will move to where is best for whatever it is we make up, on a larger scale.

The more unhealthy and/or overweight people exist on this planet, the more unhealthy/overweight we are as a species. The more healthy each of us can be as an individual, the more we can counteract those who negatively effect our health. As referenced in Habits are Easy, this generates a snowball effect. The more people get healthy, the more momentum is generated for others to do the same. The more momentum we have, the easier it is to overcome the state of unhealthiness we are facing. Getting healthier helps our entire species!

Here is what I mean by becoming physically healthier: chinupbar

-Forging the body through resistance training (anything that puts a positive strain on your body, causing it to adapt, making you stronger/faster/flexible/more efficient etc).

-Eating what your body wants and works best with.

Why become physically healthier? I will list the larger, personal benefits I have experienced as a result of resistance training and proper diet:

-Greater ease in everyday movement (as I am stronger, more flexible and can adapt to strain better)

-A more clear state of mind, which in turn makes everything else much easier to do, and allows for more creativity and problem solving abilities

-A deeper sense of peace with myself and my life

-Increase in mental health and spiritual connection (being able to better be guided by that which is within me). Again, a chain is only as strong as its weakest link.

You can imagine how each of these benefits provides even further positive attributes to your life. For example, greater ease in movement allows you to physically get more things done, and faster. A clearer mind state allows you to better understand how you function and how you can use your thoughts to achieve whatever you want. A deeper sense of peace allows you to take things in one at a time, positively, thereby moving through life much more smoothly and enjoyably. You create a more positive relationship with yourself and with other people. A deeper connection to your spirit, however, is the most formidable reason to be more physically healthy. The connection to spirit is your doorway to the infinite, to becoming the best you can be at anything and everything. Intro to Spirit and Motive goes into depth on this subject.

In conclusion, being physically healthy not only tremendously increases your own quality of life, but you also help the entire world become a little bit more positive. The best thing you can do for others, is to work on yourself! This is not to say that being selfish and repelling others is the way to go. What I mean by this is that when you better yourself and become more positive, you effect the quality of life of everyone around you as well. People become more receptive to you, and more positive, like you. You help others by going through things they must go through. For example, if you become more compassionate towards yourself, you become more compassionate towards others. In turn, this helps others become more compassionate with themselves and others as well! We again eventually see a snowball effect! Now get out there and get healthy and positive for yourself, for me, and for everyone you know!

Habits are Easy

The more time you invest in one specific thing, the more it grows. The more you give to it, the vaster it becomes. This is simple transference of energy, and it is absolute. The more bricks you add to a house, the larger it gets (whether it be taller, thicker or wider). The more energy you invest into your body, the more it becomes like the energy you put into it (this alone should speak volumes about proper diet).

A habit is a repetitive action performed over time, and often becomes subconscious. However, a habit will build up the more you do it, whether or not you are conscious of it. Habits deepen with time, and the deeper a habit is engrained in your life, the harder it is to break. Therefore, we can use habits to our advantage to effortlessly reach our goals.

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“The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step” – Lao Tzu

A goal is set into motion when the intention to accomplish it causes someone to take action towards it (this does not even have to be done consciously). The first action sets you up for other actions, and each consecutive action can bring you closer to or further from your goal. This happens one action at a time. Baby steps become giant leaps given time. By building habits that will move us towards our goal, we set ourselves up for success!

Say our goal is to develop an aesthetic physique through bodybuilding. The entire process might begin with the thought: I want to look like Brad Pitt/Tyler Durden in Fight Club! Or something like that, whatever would encourage you to begin researching bodybuilding or lifting weights. At first, you would do a lot of thinking about how to move towards your goal, or you may spend time researching how to do certain exercises, or how to eat. Eventually your thirst grows, and you find more and more resources that you build off of. Say you begin lifting weights, and are at the gym 3 times per week. You read that you need to eat a lot more food than you previously have been eating, to grow bigger. You begin putting in a lot of time and energy towards going to the gym, and eating properly.

Gradually you begin to figure out what exercises you like, which ones work best for you, when to do them, when to eat, what to eat, etc. By this point, simply the feeling of becoming stronger and moving towards your dream physique every time you leave the gym is enough to keep you going back every day you have scheduled. You develop a habit of achieving that feeling. The more you do it, the better you get at it. This even further propels you into doing more research, gaining a better understanding, and paying more attention to what you eat and how you lift. Day by day, you build upon what you knew the day before. The original thought has snowballed into a lifestyle change, one step (action) at a time!

After much effort and time has been placed into bodybuilding and many steps (actions) have been taken, you realize: hey, I’ve been going to the gym 3 times a week, every week for 6 months now! You were never really even noticed that you hadn’t skipped a single day, or that the feeling of gaining on your goal was keeping you on track. Day by day, you had simply been learning about your interest, online, in magazines, from your ripped neighbor, or in the gym. Until now, you had just been following what your research said, and were trying to adapt that into your own regimen. You understand how simply a habit can enter your life, inch by inch. 

The next step is to consciously use what has worked for you, based on your own experience, to (consciously, this time) form habits that will bring you even closer to your goal. You decide : “I’m going to lift this many times a week, and eat this at this time, and bring my notebook to track every session.” Day by day you incorporate what you have learned into your life. Every day you learn more, sometimes you alter your routine or diet, based on new information. At this point, you have consciously created a habit that is moving you in a direct path towards your objective. Every time you do something out of habit, you remember your reason for it. Before taking any action, you ask yourself: “will this bring me closer to my goal, or further away?” Avoiding certain things, or bringing other things into your everyday life is altering these habits, but your momentum is so powerful at this point that you only choose actions that will bring you closer to your goal. Your habits become subconscious, and every day they are helping you progress. This allows you even more room to figure out/think about how your day to day living could be directed at faster achieving your goal, or even heading towards another goal at the same time. Therefore, while you are preoccupied trying to move towards new goals or moving faster towards your original goal, you are already moving towards your original goal on autopilot! 

Just to show you how powerful you can be, imagine you have 3 goals set for yourself. All you have to do is set the intention for this goal to become a reality (anywhere, however you can, it does not matter). Once your first action towards each of these goals is taken, all you have to do is follow with a second action in the same direction. And then a third action, anytime after the second. The more actions are taken, the closer you get. When moving towards three different goals at once, take action towards one goal, and then the next goal, and then the next. This is easy if you just go one step at a time. Each action catalyzes the next, and before you know it your everyday habits will grow into an avalanche of success. Imagine doing this with 10 goals!

“Proper Preparation Prevents Poor Performance” – Kai Greene

The most successful bodybuilders are not successful for any reason you cannot be successful (granted in this domain, at the very top, because judges are involved, genetics can in fact play a role.) Their equation is simple. Figure out what works best for them as an individual, and repeat that over and over and over. It takes tremendous numbers of repetitive action to achieve success on a worldwide scale. The important thing is to keep doing these little things, day by day, week by week, year by year. All these little actions grow and grow, until they become the physical manifestation of your goal. They become success. You become success. 

Intro to Spirit and Motive

The motivation behind aesthetically developing the human body and growing holistically as a human being through bodybuilding are on 2 entirely different spectrums. One is rooted in physical reality, and has limitations and exhaustion. The other is the most fulfilling and exquisite state of existence, separate from the world of form. Additionally, the latter can be used to reach the former’s objectives.

Bodybuilding at first glance seems like (and is) a means to look better, to develop a physique and therefore boost health, confidence and ego, amongst other things. It looks like an entirely physical and intellectual process, based solely on facts and scientific information. We move more weight for the sake of moving more weight, for that feeling of progression, to add that extra quarter inch to the biceps, to obtain that shredded six-pack we see in all the magazines and on television.

Many also lift/exercise to promote physical and mental health. The diet is incorporated into the equation, because it’s hard to grow when we lack the energy and proteins to build new muscle. We also want to keep the body working effectively so we don’t get sick or injured and therefore can’t train. We want to have a healthy system when we get older and need it more than we do now. After all, the physical body is the only thing we will have with us until the day we die, it makes sense to prioritize its maintenance and well-being.  All these external reasons are very effective in motivating one to train and be healthy. However, they will all eventually fade away, when the physical body dies. Our physical world is enclosed in Time. Because time passes, all within the physical world passes. None of it lasts forever.

The other motivation behind bodybuilding (or doing anything else, for that matter. This article and website happen to be about bodybuilding) is that which lies within. It is the tranquil, knowing, ever-steady flame that burns inside each end every living being. It is always there, waiting to be consciously observed and put to use. Everything you have learned and known in this physical reality, it has always known. Anything you could ever do through your body, it can create. The Spirit that lies inside us all is in fact our ticket to the everlasting. This Spirit is what tells you what exercise to do next, not your structured, pre-made workout plan. This Spirit is what moves the weight those 3 extra reps, resulting in hypertrophy. When you get so lost in your work that you are unaware of your surroundings, when you become the experience, and cease to be the experiencer. Rather than YOU contracting YOUR biceps, You ARE the biceps. You enter a realm where you there are no limits, no pain, no suffering, no effort. There is just you, and this you is the entire world, all at once. You are the biceps contracting, and you are the person contracting the biceps, at the same time. There ceases to be a YOU separate from the world.

“The Tao that can be told, is not the eternal Tao.” -Lao Tzu

This state of being is not a state of words, for it is not in Time. No words can describe it. Although a picture can be painted for others, the picture is merely an interpretation, someone else’s end result. One must experience it firsthand to understand, until then it is not possible. I use the analogy: “Contract your pecs, and watch the weight move, rather than moving the weight with your chest.” Contracting the pecs is what moves the weight, it is the WHY. And then you watch it move. This is different than moving the weight with your chest, which is an end result, the HOW.

When that connection to Spirit is made, is almost feels unfair to others (although while in this state you make no distinction between yourself and others) because any limitations you ever thought you had or could have are now gone. When you previously could do 8 reps, you can now do 30! The reason I have ever stopped my set in this situation is because the muscle literally feels like it is breaking (not tearing, but breaking! weird, I know). Fear steps in and returns me to my physical reality, where I put the weight down for fear of actually breaking my arm.

When I lift a weight, it is because the absolute only thing I want to do at that moment is to contract one individual muscle against a resistance so that it takes the shape of the contraction. Nothing else exists in my mind at the moment when the muscle is pulling against resistance. Throughout the entirety of the rep, and throughout the set, 100% focus is placed on the contractions. I am aware of absolutely nothing else around me. One set like this feels 5fold better than an entire workout without this kind of focus/awareness.

On compound lifts it is the same, except I will only be focusing on one or maybe two muscles/pairs of muscles that are working for that specific lift. For example when I am squatting, I will place all my attention on pulling with the glutes and/or hamstrings. I know the quads are working hard already, and they are not the ones that need the extra work. I focus all my attention on the hamstrings/glutes and do not even feel the quads working, but I know they are. Near the top of the movement, I feel the glutes contract hard, and the hamstrings are locked out (similar hamstring position to on an abductor machine). After completing a set to failure with the hamstrings/glutes, it isn’t very difficult to hammer out another 3-10 reps, incorporating the quads to a much greater degree.

The Spirit knows what is best for you, under any and every circumstance. After all, it is a part of you, maybe it IS you, underneath all the external layers you have accumulated. You want to develop your physique? Go to that quiet place inside of you and let it guide you effortlessly through your workout. Let it guide you through your entire day, as your physical gains are made outside the gym rather than while lifting. You want to experience the Void, where there is nothing but emptiness, endless possibilities? Return to that eternal place inside of you, and hop on for the ride. It will always be there for you, whenever you want it. All you have to do is find it, and it will do the rest for you. Or rather, YOU will do the rest for yourself 😉

 

My BB Beginnings

I began caring about my physical appearance around 6th grade. I didn’t think I was ugly or had an unaesthetic physique, but I began doing leg raises. I noticed my stomach begin to flatten out a little bit. It wasn’t until high school that I purchased a pull-up bar and began doing crunches. All that was cool but I don’t think it did much for me. I would occasionally use my dad’s 20 lb dumbbell to do biceps curls and the likes, until I learned a few more exercises. So at this point I was doing dips with furniture, goblet squats with the dumbbell, abdominal work and any other exercise I had heard/read about. I attained decent results, but never took nutrition into account with the aesthetics.

I took a weightlifting class as a freshman in college, and that’s when it hit me. My instructor was a grad student who had won several competitions (must have been powerlifting because he definitely didn’t look like a bodybuilder). He started me off on a program 3 days a week doing 3×8 of clean and press, bench press, squats, deadlifts, and 4 other complimentary exercises. I bombarded him with questions, many of which he was not sure of. I asked him if I could leave early, as I had finished my workout one day. He said “Dylan, you work harder than anyone in this class, you can do whatever you want.” I have never missed a day since, always planning around vacations and events that might prevent me from lifting.

powerbelts1Throughout freshman year, I was partially lifting to develop my physique, and partially because I enjoyed the health benefits from the sport, but my main motivation became the feeling of lifting a heavier weight than last time. I continued to rapidly progress, still following the same program, but discovering more resources, such as bodybuilding.com. I learned immense amounts of information from that website, and applied it to my training. I joined Xsports Fitness over the summer, and decided to switch it up to a higher rep/lower weight program in an attempt to lose some fat (I was probably around 13-14%). I followed it all summer, along with eating less food and being more physically active. When I returned to IU, I had reached around 12% body fat. I hit the gym and noticed that a lot of my lifts were much lower than they used to be. It took me a month on a lower rep program to get back to my original stats.

I have since tried many different lifting routines, namely staying in the 8-12 rep range. I have time and time again changed my schedule, altering the frequency, volume and intensity. I have tried dozens of different muscle groupings (which muscle(s) to work out which day) and have tracked a large amount of my progress. My bodybuilding has been interspersed with several powerlifting bouts, and many different dietary approaches. I consistently learn more about what my body responds best to and how it responds to all the different types of stimulus.

My most notable dietary experience was beginning Intermittent Fasting, as prescribed on the leangains.com website. This approach to eating not only tremendously helped my bodybuilding, but has done wonderful things for me in my day to day life. IF basically gives you a certain window of time in which you take in all your calories, and you don’t eat during the remaining hours of the day.

At first I started with an 8 hour window from 12-8pm. At first i was very hungry in the mornings, this lasted about 2 weeks. Gradually, the hunger subsided, and for about a month a only had hunger pangs for about 20 minutes in the morning.  I noticed I would always be hungry after 8 and before bed, so eventually I decided to push the window back from 2 to 10, so I could eat up until going to bed. This worked well for a while, and the hunger became less and less consuming. The next change came months later, when I decided to lose body fat. For convenience, I pushed the feeding window so it began post workout (around 5:30 usually) and ended when I went to bed (around 10). This 4.5 hour window made losing body fat really easy. I was up and about all day, not hungry. When meal time came, I would have usually 2 meals, and would actually struggle to meet my minimum calorie requirements. The combination of food I was eating (mostly fresh fruits and vegetables for carbs, sometimes spaghetti. Grass fed local chicken and longhorn steak) and rather large daily energy expenditure helped me drop from 12% to about 7.5% in months. The effects of stimulants and caffeine seemed to be accentuated. Keeping my carbs low (high enough to train intensely though) made me look really lean, I was lean entire time I was cutting. During this time, I was lifting 3 times a week, bicycling or walking everywhere (I don’t own a car) and doing a good deal of martial arts. I would take 10 grams of BCAA before working out, no food was ingested until after training.

Presently, I continue to explore different exercise and dietary avenues, building upon what I have already learned. I highly encourage everyone to keep searching for a way to progress, whatever the domain may be. There is never an end, always something that can be done to further approach your goal. The trick is to find it, because if you were consciously aware of it, you would probably already be doing it.

“There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and we must not stay there.” – Bruce Lee